yesterday marked the end of my 1 year plus contract with Box Hill / WDA.. and finally, i'm outta work (not really something that i'm proud of but i'm in desperate need of a longgggggg break)!
i'm gonna miss everyone there... Marian, Sue, Dila and even Jenny, who's the OIC of the project.. i'm lucky that Marian and Sue are still back in Australia.. otherwise, a box of Kleenex won't be enough! even when they were leaving to head home to Australia, i felt down.. and when Marian hugged me, of course, si gembeng nie started crying! *sobs*
walked with Dila to the MRT and when we parted for the last time, i think both of us were holding back tears.. and Dila, if you're reading this, ur the greatest colleague i've ever worked with! thanks for all the times u spent listening to me and the advices u gave.. i wish u all the best for your future and eternal happiness with ur hunny bun!! love you loads babe!
met Haslina and Bambang after work for the last time before i'm a married woman.. they ate at Banquet and we caught up with each other.. after that, Bambang went to pray and me and Has sat down by the Singapore river.. we talked summore and honey, i'm happy that ur doing whatever ur doing now.. it's for ur own good.. and i'll always be here to support u whwnever u need me ok? the fact that i'll be married won't change anything.. u're still my best friend and our friendship will carry on the way it is as long as we live ok? :)
this might be my last post before my wedding cos after this i might be too bz with the last minute preparations.. to everyone, thank you so much for all the things you have done, be it small or big, and thanks for being my friend.. :)
bliss @ 10:47:00 PM
This entry goes out specially to my fiance (who'll be my husband in 12 days time)..
Happy 23rd birthday sweetheart!!!love you! may the love we share bloom further and further! :)
bliss @ 1:43:00 PM
bliss @ 12:05:00 AM
ask yourself, have you been a good friend?
would you be pleased to see your friend's distress?
YOU don't know how much you hurt me and you never will be able to know. Maybe our view of friendship is
WAY different but i would never pull a joke like that to my friend and make her look like a fool in front of everyone.
YOU have no idea how worried i was. i even told my mum about the whole thing and she even pitied YOU.
YOU don't know how i felt when i passed by the prata shop in the morning. i felt a pang in my heart cos i knew how much you love to eat that. and worst, i didnt get to buy that for you b4 u
LEFT.
in all the months that we spent together, i've started to treat u like the sister i've never had.
and YOU had to pull that prank on me.
call me emotional, call me ignorant, call me stupid but YOU should know as well that
there is always a limit to everything.
and too bad cos you've crossed that limit.
how long i'm gonna give u this silent treatment i'm not sure. let's just count on my mood and your luck.
bliss @ 1:06:00 PM
i'm glad this is finally gonna be over!
9 (LONG) weeks of validation and finally, we'll get to catch a breather!
as for me, i'm goin on a longggg holiday after dat cos my contract's ending soon.. by end nov, i'm clearing my leave and i'm gonna have a good rest so i won't look haggard on my wedding day..
after the wedding, go honeymoon, come back and time to find a new job..
anyone got job lobangs?? hee.
bliss @ 1:37:00 PM
bliss @ 8:05:00 PM
i'm tired - physically, mentally and emotionally. i don't find life fulfilling anymore. i used to look forward to work but eversince these validation crap started, i just feel drained and i drag myself to work everyday. and i don't look forward to going home as well cos of some shit that happened at home.
in case you guys are wondering y, i had some sort of war goin on at home. i feel that noone can understand me except my elder bro. sibling rivalry is occuring between me and the youngest one in the family. and it has been going on for about half a year? no words spoken since then.
i feel that i'm no longer myself. for those who noe me, u noe that i don't express myself well. and thats y all these while i've been keeping everything to myself. but all that pented up anger is making me a person full of hatred. i can no longer see that person eye to eye without hating him. and partly, its my parents to blame. he's friggin 17 for god's sake! he dun need people to iron his clothes for him, make his drinks and even fetch his towel! i bet if he could ask my parents to bathe him, he would so that he wouldn't have to lift a finger.
and i had a confrontation with mum this morning. she noes i'm angry. but when i speak my mind, she wasn't happy. why do i even bother??
i'm just sick and tired of everything. i'm tired of crying. i'm tired of being hurt. call me an attention seeker, call me anything u want. i don't give a damn.
bliss @ 8:25:00 AM
