anyone heard of the Middle Child Syndrome(MCS) b4? i dunno if there really is a term but dat's wat i use to describe my situation. and i can see the black cloud coming back.

why izit that either the last or the first child alwiz gets the most attention? i noe this doesnt occur in all families but in general, that's reality. The first child gets all the attention cos they're the eldest and u shud listen to them. And generally, the youngest one is the pampered one and u haf to give in to them as well. It's either bossy, or spoilt brat.

why bother to set rules when in the end, u bend them to please these people? u complain bout them but in the end, u still let them haf their way. what is this?!

i'm so pissed. i just haf to let out my anger. it's either pent it up or vent it out. i used to alwiz choose the former but i realised it only made me a bitter woman. so, from now onward, it'll be the latter.

i'm exasperated. fine, i'll let u haf ur way then. but dun come complaining to me cos if u do, i'll happily remind u that u r the one who chose that path.

and i might be signing up for Amore classes. i figured that kickboxing might wind me down a bit. and at the same time, i'll still be able to shed those bulges.

oh well, let's just hope the day gets better.

bliss @ 12:27:00 PM