took leave on Tuesday to go down to the bridal shop and sign the contract.. bad day.. it was my pay day and at the end of the day, i feel like a pauper.. imagine 95% of ur pay going to the deposit? *sigh* i'm counting down to the 28th of this month..

met switheart at 12.45 and went 4 zuhur b4 heading to the shop.. kinda like the concept of the shop itself.. looked thru some pics and talked a bit b4 i realised i miscalculated.. yeaps.. instead of counting 30% deposit, i actually counted 3%.. when i saw the amount reflected on the calculator, i freaked out.. luckily, i din haf to pay the full sum.. phew~ but nevertheless, the deposit i paid managed to burn a HUGE hole in my pocket..

din happen to haf enuff cash so went to search for the ATM machine.. luck wasnt on our side cos the first one we came across was cash-less.. hahaha.. funny lah.. queue so long then suddenly, this ah-pek said "machine no money".. if the situation wasnt so stressful, i would haf had a good laugh..

so, we walked further till we reached opposite golden mile complex.. and datw as quite a bit of a walk.. long queue there too.. took out the money and instantly, i felt depressed.. i broke down along the way oso.. damn.. i din noe the planning stage of a marriage was going to be bothersome.. switheart did his best to keep my spirits up but it was difficult.. thanks neway sayang.. i appreciate it.. :)

went back to the shop, paid the money and chop chop got out of there.. slacked at bugis drinking milkshake b4 i decided to head home 4 a while..

reached home ard 5, feeling slighly better.. washed up and went out again for dinner wif bambang and haslina.. feels great after not meeting up for so long.. we ate at Ramen Ten.. well, i think dat's the name of the shop.. halal Jap restaurant at Far East.. food's not bad.. i ate Spicy Tom Yam Chicken Cutlet Ramen, or sumthing along that line.. hahaha.. after diner, went to chill at Starbucks.. talked about a whole load of stuff and most of them touched on married life.. left ard 10.30..

reached home at 11.15.. called switheart to tell him i was home safely.. was talking to him on the phone when my mum came into my room saying my dad had chest pains.. i, obviously freaked out.. told switheart i'd call him back and rushed to the living room... my dad was persoiring profusely.. after some negotiations, i called the ambulance.. time on the clock was close to 1am..

paramedics arrived at 1.15.. they took my dad's blood pressure and gave him an aspirin (?) to put under his tongue.. he got a lil better but was still required to go to the hospital..

i followed my mum cos i din want her to be all alone.. stayed thru till dad was warded and by the time we reached home, it was 4.10am.. fell asleep almost immediately and had troubles waking up, so, i took MC.. and about time too.. there's some problems with my right wrist and whenever i carry a heavy load, the whole hand seems to weaken.. i thought i might have sprained my wrist but the doc said most probably, i just injured my tendons..

phew~ that was one long entry.. today's another working day for me.. my boss will be comin in soon so i guess i'd better be off..

bliss @ 8:47:00 AM